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ADULTING IS HARD

       Hey, Long time no see. im 27 now and yes, what can i say is adulting is hard and even harder when so much ujian came at once. im married for almost 3 years and aku diuji masih belum dapat zuriat, but im okay with that because me personally macam masih tak mampu and taknak. aku suka babies tapi aku macam, larat ke aku? or sempat ke aku and the questions goes yada yada.       The reason why aku tetibe nak start menulis is... aku rasa overwhelm nak mampus. like, i can't exprees my emotion my thought and my concern. my partner sometimes dia mcm okay with that and siap bg nasihat and everything . but! the thing is, afterward dia akan amk idea tu untuk kenakan aku balik. contoh, i said aku tak suka orang cakap centu . then, bila aku terbuat dekat dia, dia UNO Reverse-kan benda tu. faham tak? . my concern, dia kan nganjing and kenakan balik. you know perbuatan tu akan macam buat diri ni not safe untuk cerita pape ke dia. him is not my safe place to bur...

WHAT A LOVELY COUNTRY [ Part 1 ]

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WHAT A LOVELY COUNTRY Part 1 : Full your Tummy    Turkey?   Napoleon Bonaparte said “ If the earth were a single state, Istanbul would be its Capital “. I’ve heard a million times that “ Istanbul “ is place of beauty, calm, love and many more. Yet, I would never admit it if I didn’t see it by myself. YES! I did it and still can’t believe that I already been there before. What a lovely, enjoyable,  and also tiring (of course) experience :)        Don’t worry guys, I will no no no! I must share  my journey, exploring the beauty of turkey even thought, Im not one of backpackers yang famed. Im just an ordinary person yang having fun with travel and im not that rich nak travel around the world, I means not yet ( soon maybe? ) with ALLAH wills I will one day.        Some people think , As a student we must focus on our study and ilm bass. I knew that, yes of course I agree but exploring ciptaan ALLAH one ...

STUDENT MESIR

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PENGALAMAN JADI STUDENT MESIR 1.BERDIRI DI ATAS KAKI SENDIRI.            Everything memang kiter ah kene buat, same goes to student kat Malaysia jugak. Kene survive sendiri cuman kat sini boleh masak kt asrama hehehehe. Kene masak untuk housemate yang 13 orang and tahun ni 7 orang. Sokey, kalau terpahit termasin diorang tak complain pun Cuma makanan tak habis aah hahahaha. Kat situ kiter boleh praktis cooking skill kiter so, boleh lah nk upgrade sokmo. Pastu basuh baju, mesin basuh memang manual ah dah kalau selalunya gune yg auto jer skrang leh bljr cara nk gune yang manual punya, haa tu pengalaman gak. Kene pandai pandai carik bas as a transport nak balik or nak g memane. Jangan ingat bas kat sini sama macam kt Malaysia tau, here kita kene kejar and berlari dapatkan bas and if korang nak turun bas kene cepat cepat cakap dkt driver bas. Kalau korang jauh dari driver, kasi tahu dkt ammu(pakcik) yang kutip tambang bas kalau ja...

IM JUST HAPPY

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                    what means HAPPY for you? is it just laughing and having a leisure time with them? is it enough for being HAPPY? so, first for all what is definition of happy?.                     Happy means, feeling or showing pleasure or contentment. how about a HAPPINESS? is it the same thing with being happy? so, What's your definition of happiness? Research in the field of positive psychology and happiness often define a happy person as someone who experiences frequent positive emotions, such as joy, interest, and pride.                     In this situation, have you being happy when you stay with your family or with ur friends?. i dont know how to say, how grateful i am, because i had a family and friends that really really awesome. Especially my FAMILY. they had teach, love, give me some advice ...

COERCE

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              COERCE means, persuade (an unwilling person) to do something by using force or threats.  PAKSAAN?                   Manusia mana yang sukakan paksaan? manusia mana yang sukakan kekerasan? manusia mana yang sukakan kekejaman? manusia mana yang suka dikongkong? di arah?? tapi, memang fitrah manusia suka bagi arahan.                    Jika seorang remaja dipaksa buat itu ini (except perkara yang berkaitan dengan agama), confirm memberontak. sebab apa? dia akan bagi tekanan kepada jiwa mereka . Itu remaja, kalau kanak kanak? mungkin tekanan mental. Zaman sekarang, ramai sangat para ibubapa memaksa anak anak mereka. ada yang memaksa makan sayur secara kasar, IF diorang cakap secara baik or cari jalan yang lebih inovatif supaya anak anak mereka makan sayur takpe. ini TIDAK, yang diorang tahu MARAH, MARAH, dan ...

Arrogant ? Responsibility ?

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                   Arrogant, means  having or revealing an exaggerated sense of one's own importance or abilities. while Responsibility? a moral obligation to behave correctly toward or in respect of.                Ada jugak manusia yang jenis tak nak laksanakan tanggungjawab diorang as a father, as a son, as a friend and whatsoever. Dia ni asyik nak salahkan orang. just nak lepaskan diri dari situasi yang mungkin membahayakan dia even memang dia yang mulakan situasi bahaya tu, he just dont want to selesaikan risiko dia walaupun dia dah tahu dari awal. selalu nak larikan diri dari masalah, ye memang orang pengecut jer yang selalu lari dari masalah. "  THIS WORLD IS A JUNGLE  " YOU EITHER FIGHT OR RUN FOREVER.                        memang sudah terang lagi bersuluh, memang dunia ni kita takkan d...